Had a proper roast today, the first one since starting slimming world, and to be honest with you I really enjoyed it but now very worried about weigh in tomorrow, Have I just ruined a weeks worth of good work just to have a roast dinner??!! .....

Although I am saying I had a proper roast the only thing that would count as points is the mash potato which probably the milk and butter would be my a choice as I haven't used them today and the cheese sauce I made for my cauliflower cheese - but even that was made with lighter cheese so hoping it isn't as bad as what I think its going to be, weigh in tomorrow so I will soon know!!!! ...

Made my mum a beast of a cake for mothers day and might just have to have a piece of that, if I do I will try to be as good as I can ..... ;)

The weekend is the toughest time for me, for some unknown reason I find the weekends a real struggle and there is no reason for it to be honest! ... I can cope with monday to friday by just getting on with things but come saturday and sunday i need i crave sweet stuff, although most the time I manage to resist the temptation some times it gets so hard that i have to find a space to sit by myself and work through it lol.....

Anyways the latest news is I have lost enough weight to finally lost enough weight to use my Wii fit board, that feeling is amazing, I have hanve my board for 2 years and not been able to use it, so to actually be able to is a real achievement :-).

I now try to do 30 minutes on my Wii board everyday and little and often is bound to work better in the long run.

As a person though I am starting to feel better knowing that I can lose weight and hoping that I can become the person I really wanna be!! ;)

I started my story to success on the 9th January 2012 and since that time I have lost 2 stone in weight, I am the first to admit it as not been easy, anything but, there has been times when I have felt like screaming, crying and eating the biggest dairy milk I could find, but I have stuck at it and now I am beginning to notice the difference within myself. It has made me realise that what I was eating before wasn't the right food for me and even though I was enjoying it my body ie was not, and thats what I have to hinkabout, I could continue the way I was going, hurting inside because of the hate I have within me for the way I look or actually do something about it and change myself, because at the end of the day I am the only one who can. I can whinge and moan to friends and family but all they can do is listen and encourage unless I am prepared to change then there is nothing that can be done. I have decided that I want to change I want to be happy, I want to be healthy and I really want to feel good about myself. The daily struggle still gets to me, but as long as I remain positive then hopefully I will continue the way I have been going.
Thanks S.S

I have decided to start a blog to wrote down my thoughts and feelings on my success or failures of weight lose. I hope to find either encouragement or be able to help people with their own struggles to lose weight